‘Love is like war, easy to start, hard to end and impossible to forget’
Tracy Burford UNOG
I have been extremely devastated on the
current events of Lebanon, as I have been
on mission for security with the UN in
Lebanon for 7 months and just returned
on 28 June, 2006 and had travelled in the southern
and northern areas such as Saida, Tyr,
Qana, Huzbullah/Israeli border, Baalbek,
Beekaa and Cedars area, with photos of these
areas including the UN observatory in the
south which no longer exists, just two weeks
before the attacks on Lebanon.
This is an extremely critical time for these
people and I have for the last 2 weeks been
trying to alert by emails and phone OCHA,
OCHA NGOs, UNICEF etc. How we can get
funds to these people. There has been extensive
media on the south and limited coverage
in the north. I have sent my own monies and
collection from friends to people I know in
the north via money transfer in order that
they distribute to their famillies and friends
in various villages spread out in the north, as
supplies from the various UN foundations,
UNICEF, Red Cross extra cannot be delivered,
due to the continual attacks on civilians,
Red Cross and UN personnel as roads
and bridges are being destroyed each day. A
friend from Baalbek, presently seeking
refuge in a northern village, suggested that
we could send funds to the mayors of various
villages to distribute funds to people in order
to survive. They are not in a position to work
due to constant airstrikes day and night.
One Lebanese Military Commando from
Baalbek originally studied literature at university,
but because of the economic situation
in Lebanon was forced to join the military. He
had poetically written on July 1, 2006 not
knowing the outcome of what was to happen
in Lebanon.
‘Love is like war, easy to start, hard to end
and impossible to forget’.
He himself has experienced the wrath of
war as his family in the north. Houses were
destroyed and they fled to Syria for safety, but
he himself defending his country according
to his line of duty being in the military. He
experienced the Military Base being blown
up and although injured himself, carried a
colleague to safety. His photo of this heroic
incident was shown on the front page of ‘El
Shark’ Arabic newspaper with the first week
of the attacks, mainly at military bases, he
witnessed many of his colleagues killed. Two
weeks ago, he again was targeted as he drove
a friend’s car. The car was hit by a bomb,
destroying the car. His colleague was killed
but he managed to jump to safety. Recovering
from his injuries in the military hospital for a
week; His comment was; ‘He would rather
die’, as how can he find US$10,000 to reimburse
the loss of his friend’s car. After 10
years service in the military the salary is $500
per month, which he relies on to support his
family, already he has lost a sister and brother
in the previous Lebanon war who had
been shot as they took refuge in their home,
the mother then died 5 years after of a broken
heart from the loss of her children.
Najla El Kayal, Lebanese
Regarding the real picture of Lebanon during
the last month war, it was very hard for us.
No one could handle it at the end of the
day. Suddenly you are blocked from land, air
and sea, watching your country burning, the
children dying on the roads. Depressed is a
small word to describe our situation. You just
feel like waiting your death, if not today
maybe tomorrow.
We woke up every morning saying thanks
God we are still alive, coz you never know
what you were hearing at night is only the
bombing around or the bombing in your
head.
It is not right to live what we are living and
at the end of the day the media is showing
that we are the responsible! This is unfair!
Why? Because we are small country?
Yes we are very small country but we are
proud for being Lebanese, hope you will visit
soon our lovely Lebanon and understand
what I am talking about.
